Current mood:

determined

I knew it...
I'm a reader, that's what I do. Folks ask me all the time why I don't write. I'll tell you why...I'm lazy. I started this live journal thing with the intention of writing in it every so often to see if I would be good at writing something on a regular basis, as most writers will advise you to do. Obviously, I failed. I haven't updated this thing since February. And even that wasn't writing. I do read others posts. I find them fascinating. But I suck at writing. I'm one of those people who get all gung ho at a project and about half way through I get bored, or lazy, and I quit. You wouldn't believe how many unfinished projects I have. Hell, my bathroom has been half painted for years!

Yes, yes I know...I can change this. But I seriously think it's a genetic defect. My son has it too. My parents don't have the "half assed gene" but I have an aunt who does. I'm trying something new, again. I've started back on my Sugarbusters diet and I'm going to a gym with a trainer. I need to do this for my health. Anyone wanna takes bets on how long it lasts? I know, folks will write back and say "YOU CAN'T DO IT WITH THAT ATTITUDE!" And I'm trying really, really hard not to have that attitude. I really want to do this, for now at least. I know I can carry through on some things. The Red Light District for example. I've run that board for over a year with no intentions of quitting. I love it. I love the people on it. I love doing the contests and the chats and all the rest of the stuff. So what makes RLD different from other things I've started? How did this one love overcome the "half assed gene?" This is one of the mysteries of life. My life at least.

So I'm back at the Live Journal thing. See I have these ideas rolling around in my head. So maybe...just maybe one day...I'll finish them.

Cat